And tomorrow, it's a little overwhelming...

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I Don't know just where I'm going
And tomorrow, it's a little overwhelming
And the air is cold
And I'm not the same anymore


I've been running in your direction 
For too long now
I've lost my own reflection
And I can't look down
If you're not there to catch me when I fall.

If this is the moment I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid Cause it's my turn to be brave

All along all I ever wanted, was to be the light
When your life was daunting
But I can't see mine
When I feel as though you're pushing me away
Well who's to blame, are we making the right choices
Cause we can't be sure if we're hearing our own voices
As we close the door even though we are so desperate to stay

If this is the moment I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid Cause it's my turn to be brave

And I might still cry
And I might still bleed
These thorns in my side
This heart on my sleeve
And lightening may strike 
This ground at my feet
And I might still crash
But I still believe

This is the moment I stand here all alone
With everything I have inside, everything I own
I might be afraid But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last time before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life

I can't be afraid Cause it's my turn to be brave


(una rolita de Idina...)

once upon a time i was falling in love... now i'm only falling apart

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nothing i can say ...
total eclipse of the heart


a una semana ... y he pasado por todos los estados... me siento mal tanto como me siento bien... pues la vida y sus posibilidades me dan la oportunidad de empezar de cero... lo cual ... también me aterroriza, tengo sentimientos encontrados... no se qué hacer, qué decir ... cómo hacer para entender, aceptar y continuar... hay tantas opciones, pero... por momentos siento que ninguna me pertenece... 

pero bueno it's done y no me queda mucho que hacer más que mirar hacia adelante (pues por más que quisiera mirar atrás y sonreír... aún me duele -muchísimo-, me quedo sin aire y me pregunto ... y me contesto y me torturo...)

y esto ... también pasará ... 

i'm waiting

living for the perfect day :)